Twist and Turns

Life is turning around for me, and its amazing. I thought I would be just laying in the dark alone forever, but life totally backed fired on me like always. Totally worth this back fired and at the moment I am loving it. Well I should tell you since at the moment you have no darn clue. So here it goes.

I met this really sweet boy from a friend. Only knowing that they were good friends. She hooked me up and all three of us started just talking soon my friend Pocky she started not talking as much in our chat room. So I was stuck with this guy I just met. Yes it was strange and all, but we became great friends over the mast month. Two months later I finally found out the the guy I was talking to was really Pockies brother. Though I still never met him face to face before cause I never went to Pockies house. When I did my life turned upside down with so many twist and turns. Cause Poko and I started dating on January 6, 2013. A big turn to me. Poko is very kind, and sweet. Never thought we would become a couple though. Thought nobody would really like me in that sort of way. I been hurt so many times that just by watching the people around me and how love falls down so hard....I never wanted to become one of those people. So I tried to stay away from anything that takes place in caring in the heart. I even called Valintines Day, Haters Day. Instead if showing your love I would always laugh among to myself of the people that were in love. Really hated how people just showed off that they were loved and cared for, and I was just left as a different outcast that nobody wanted to keep.

But if you still havent found someone. That shouldn't stop you from making your heart stronger. You should always show your real flower of your heart, and just let yourself bloom into something that you truely are. No matter what kind of pain you reach always be yourself. Someday you will find someone that fixes your puzzle deep inside your heart.

One last thing, I still have my one true bestest buddy puppy. Though we drift I will never let our friendship fully dift away cause he is my one friend that I had for the longest time. He is still always there for me and I'm there for him when times he really needs me. I always care for him, and people I yet do not know. I care even when they done harm to my heart. I will always care even past the days my life are no more. My heart is strong and each day I will make it stronger.

 I wish you all good-luck with each day that flies by you.

Mood-Happy

Standing with Walls

Wall has been broken, and the stonger me is fully showing. Yet there is still a lot of me that still hides, but that doesnt mean I should stick to the shadows any longer. Surely I have to be strong, and myself at the same time. I wont let people get to me thats all. My heart is more then people see. The parts that they can't see are the ones that show the real me inside. And that goes for everyone out there in the world.

Heh just because people are unable to see your true bloom doesnt mean you are worthless. I guess I leard that the hard way. People will always feel worthless at somepoint in life, but that just means you are growing stronger then anyone else in the world. I have met and lost some great friends. Yes, it still bugs me, but I will always remember them in my heart :). Nomatter who they are EVERYONE should be remember like a Fairy Tale. I hope the best for everyone even though you may not know me and I may not know you. Life is worth of wonders. So you shouldn't waste it.

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Mood- Happy, and Yet Sad